Dear blog…

Today I’m feeling uneasy. Mainly because I think there is a hollow in this mind of mine. I feel bored. I tried my best to see the light is this mess of life, specifically, work. I am grateful, this is the job that finances my wedding preparation, it pays my loans, keeps my phone with credit, fills my craving for KFC or McD when it concern. But I felt an unsatisfying emptiness inside. It’s like my days are not fullfilling myself. And the worst, I can’t do anything. Because my hands are bound. What am I fit for exactly?….This is my question for the day…..I’ll figure this out soon…or else…

Hate it…hate it…hate it…this feeling. Hope I got through it this day.

p/s:Give me bling bling and gems and I’ll trade myself to be a servant….huh…cliche…or not ?

This is how I like it....sitting on top of a giant diamond....