I wonder what it feels like to be in spring?

Technically, I happen to experience spring. However, it wasn’t the spring I imagine, blooms of flower buds, smell of green grass, tree barks, cool fresh smelling air and the sense of morning dew on my palm. Somehow it wasn’t as like that. The air was cold and frozen, my nostrils did not smell the flowers but was blocked there wasn’t any flowers blooming but there was tulips that survived the snowy weather, and there wasn’t any grass to be seen.

My husband recently asked me what’s my wished for raya? I smiled. There is already a wish list up here in my head. But  I answered, “Tak da apalah”. Oh how I wish I could answer it more sincerely. Hahahahahah…… I wonder the feeling, I imagine it to be that kinda feeling that you smile and smile and continue smiling for the rest of spring.

Suddenly of all days, the day before 1st of Ramadhan, I wished I could have spring….if only…

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